最近、ちょっと変になって。。。
以前いすもそう言う　:今までの人生から見れば、きっと一生孤独だろう。だからお金が必要です。男なんて実は必要ないもん！
でも最近、”素敵な恋をしたいな～”と思って。。。
そう思うと、寂しくになってて。。。

同僚Ａのせいかしら？
バスを待てる時、声をかけて、会話をはじまった。

Ａ：彼氏がいる？
Ｈ：いないよ
Ａ：前の彼氏いつ？
Ｈ：あの。。。生まれたから、ずっとないよ。。。
Ａ：あり得ない。でも心配をしないよ。私だって、初めての彼氏は２０歳のころだよ！
Ｈ：（今も２７歳の状態で）　私ちょっとね。。。

悲しい！

私。。。何が期待している
きっと見えないのは分かってるって
でも心が苦しい
会いたい
会いたくてたまらない　

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