very empty
yes i've been feeling very very very empty lately. I feel empty most of the time but these few days I feel SUPER EMPTY.
Maybe it's quarter life crisis?
Just feel that my life is super boring and work is super meaningless and all. When weekends come, I feel depressed because I know it's going to be very short and that I'll probably keep thinking of work (which is true). When weekdays come... well I'm definitely more depressed.
What do I want? Even I don't know the answer to that. (and yes I sorta rejected an offer from my boss to go work in jpn... but well he did say that my japanese needs to be 100%..and I'm nowhere near that)
I can't seem to gather energy to do the things I like, e.g. studying my Japanese language etc. I go to work with a heavy heart, and I resist going out on weekends.
Maybe I'm turning into a NEET.
When I told my mom that my work feels very meaningless, she keeps quiet. Maybe she's afraid that I'll quit my work.
Maybe it's quarter life crisis?
Just feel that my life is super boring and work is super meaningless and all. When weekends come, I feel depressed because I know it's going to be very short and that I'll probably keep thinking of work (which is true). When weekdays come... well I'm definitely more depressed.
What do I want? Even I don't know the answer to that. (and yes I sorta rejected an offer from my boss to go work in jpn... but well he did say that my japanese needs to be 100%..and I'm nowhere near that)
I can't seem to gather energy to do the things I like, e.g. studying my Japanese language etc. I go to work with a heavy heart, and I resist going out on weekends.
Maybe I'm turning into a NEET.
When I told my mom that my work feels very meaningless, she keeps quiet. Maybe she's afraid that I'll quit my work.