I dunno if I like it or hate it lol but either way its the story of my life=P

Sooo I haven't posted in awhile... which is usually how it goes lol. I dunno, just got home from my cousins wedding. That was ....awesome lol. no it was beautiful and I'm so happy for them, they are such a cute couple. Thankfully my dad hates weddings as much as I do so he kept the rum and cokes flowing. After the 27th person walks up, stares at ( Read more... )

I love my friends ( Read more... )

So life is pretty good... School, riding, work, sleep, eat, dance, etc lol I figured the last entry was kinda emo and so I needed there to be some positive note in here somewhere.. I'm sure I'll rant again later... trust me, I have a lot I could rant about. but I'll leave it happy for now=)

Its been almost a year now. I just can't be with him and I've moved on, but he can't and it kills me. I love him, I always will. But I'm not IN love with him. I wish I was. God I wish I was. But I'm not. I've told him this multiple times. How can he expect me to handle a message with that in it?

Being independent has its pitfalls. It seems that I am unable to have a healthy relationship with a nice guy. I just can't and it kills me. No more. I won't hurt any more nice guys, I just cant do it. Its breaking my heart. I cant handle compliments. I want a guy who will only compliment me on occasion. Who gives me my space, and his idea of a date ( Read more... )

UGHHH HE'S FREAKING EVERYWHERE!!! Why does every great guy in all my love stories have to have the same name. Twilight, Sweet Home Alabama, its everywhere. UGH. It's so much easier to get over someone with a name that involves clicking.

I love them all but heavens to betsy everyone and their brother is getting married. Its freakish. And it makes me feel really insecure lol. I feel like I have a lot of catching up to do. bah. I hate my vehicle. I know that was random but its 5am cut me some slack. It craps out randomly all the time and I hate it. So I kinda can't wait till fall bc ( Read more... )

God damnit I hate him so much sometimes. He's the only fucking one who makes me cry this often. I have half a mind to go back to Rob, at least he loves me. I don't know how much more of this I can take. Its like, I can only have it as long as I promise not to get attached, well sorry but I don't want to have sex with someone I'm not attached to. ( Read more... )

A brief anthology of my love life. Don't ask about the nicknames its just a way to keep em straight=P ( Read more... )