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Sooo I haven't posted in awhile... which is usually how it goes lol. I dunno, just got home from my cousins wedding. That was ....awesome lol. no it was beautiful and I'm so happy for them, they are such a cute couple. Thankfully my dad hates weddings as much as I do so he kept the rum and cokes flowing. After the 27th person walks up, stares at you awkwardly, and then screams "OMG Caity?!" Then tells you how they haven't seen you since you were 6 or 7 and how much you've grown, and then some story of our last encounter followed by a story of your dead mother the whole wedding with family scene gets kinda old. Don't get me wrong, I love the storys of my mom, it just sucks to have to hear them all from other people and not have any of your own. Anywho, enough emo BS. I just watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Pretty good actually. But I kinda needed to write. I dunno sometimes I'm just in the mood, anyone who knows me knows how my moods go... I'm missing old friends, like a lot. Like my real friends, who always stand by me and don't tease TOO much about how I never visit. lol. I'm definately going to have to call them this week=) You all know who you are~_^ Busy life/wanderlust kinda got the best of me for awhile, but I think I'm finally starting to come back to my senses lol. OK so my cat definately just fell off the back of the couch into the verticals and about gave me a heart attack. its time for bed. Happy Easter everyone! Oh and ps. theres a boy-type figure thing again, but I don't think its going anywhere seeing how this one is also leaving. I have some severe weakness for guys who I know are leaving, maybe b/c I don't feel trapped? I dunno its to late to get all philosophical. Well, thats a lie, I always get deep the later it gets lol but its 140 and I should sleep so I'm not dead all day. I just have way too many thoughts for my own good I think, getting into discovering the person I want to be vs the person I am? I dunno the term identity crisis comes to mind, but I'm thinking its not quite a crisis yet. but yea, Goodnight!=)