so last night it was pretty rough. I was at work with the owner and I got the feeling that she didnt care much about the hard work I was putting forth, in fact I dont think she even noticed. After that realization everything went down hill. So far down hill. I went outside to smoke by myself and I just sat there crying. I bawled my fucking ( Read more... )

so how much fun is it to skip class and drink coffee and smoke cigs with one of the bestest friends in the whole wide world! lol totally fun. I have just discovered how great coffee is. lol and I think I may have to make it a daily thing. fun fun ( Read more... )

so a lil update of the past few days ( Read more... )

just want to say that I am highly dissappointed in myself since this past week. I skipped all my classes on wed because I was tired and I skipped my first class today because I overslept. ugh! Its starting already. I wish there wasnt so much freedom in college, I would actually go to class that my parents paid for. But whatever. I can never ( Read more... )

Tell us 20 things about you and then tag 6 others to do it ( Read more... )

I didnt really have time to update yesterday and it seems that I only update on sundays. I know your all so sad. lol ( Read more... )

okay so the weekend is leaving us now and I'll give you an update ( Read more... )

I'm starting to rethink a friendship.
I mean not completely rethinking it but its coming to me that this person doesnt care about me as much as I care about her.
Its obvious.

alright welp! you know what, I'm feeling pretty good today! I havent updated in here for like two weeks. I'm starting to wonder why I even have it. I just dont feel like typing ne more. ugh! my laziness kicks in ( Read more... )