you just got egged!
alright welp! you know what, I'm feeling pretty good today! I havent updated in here for like two weeks. I'm starting to wonder why I even have it. I just dont feel like typing ne more. ugh! my laziness kicks in.
I started school, and its cool! not really. I mean I dont even know why I'm going to school. I'm wasting my time and money. I said to myslef that I would do a better job and actually do my work, but nope. I mean I do the actual homework, but when it comes to reading and shit like that, HA no! I have better things to do. like watch movies all day! lol j/k
yea I say lol alot and if you have a problem with that MOFO than you can suck it! lol j/k love you!
umm... nothing really exciting has happened, ever! I havent made ne new friends, and I really want to! I only have like one friend and I cant hang out with her all time when I'm bored, coz she would hate me. lol but I need to make new friends and I have no effing clue how to. its hard to do it in a community college because its just like high school. you go to school and then you leave those people. But in a university your with those people like all the time... thats if you actually live there. If you dont actually live there, then its just like high school! lol
I dont have ne plans for the weekend and I'm thinking that I'm gonna be working on fri, and sat night. so that will prolly take up my time! lol I'm getting so pissed off just thinking about work. I hate patty and I just cant stand her right now. She gets to work 5 days a week and not to mention on thursdays (which was my shift) she works a double. she doesnt need that because shes already getting decent hours. What pisses me off the most is the fact that the owner lets it happen. Like HELLO shes already getting decent hours she doesnt need to bump me outta there and get a double shift! ugh it makes me sooo angry to think about it and all I wanna do is run up there and kick her in the face! whatever... now I'm not feeling good! lol
oh yea I didnt smoke at all this morning and I'm so proud of myself. But of course I needed one so I bought some. I'm thinking of taking it step by step... and I'm gonna try tomorrow all day during school which is until about 12:30 and maybe a lil while after I get home to see if I can do it. I realized that its not just gonna happen over night because I'm weak when it comes to this. so I'm gonna do it in steps. Any support and help from my friends is wanted! :)
I started school, and its cool! not really. I mean I dont even know why I'm going to school. I'm wasting my time and money. I said to myslef that I would do a better job and actually do my work, but nope. I mean I do the actual homework, but when it comes to reading and shit like that, HA no! I have better things to do. like watch movies all day! lol j/k
yea I say lol alot and if you have a problem with that MOFO than you can suck it! lol j/k love you!
umm... nothing really exciting has happened, ever! I havent made ne new friends, and I really want to! I only have like one friend and I cant hang out with her all time when I'm bored, coz she would hate me. lol but I need to make new friends and I have no effing clue how to. its hard to do it in a community college because its just like high school. you go to school and then you leave those people. But in a university your with those people like all the time... thats if you actually live there. If you dont actually live there, then its just like high school! lol
I dont have ne plans for the weekend and I'm thinking that I'm gonna be working on fri, and sat night. so that will prolly take up my time! lol I'm getting so pissed off just thinking about work. I hate patty and I just cant stand her right now. She gets to work 5 days a week and not to mention on thursdays (which was my shift) she works a double. she doesnt need that because shes already getting decent hours. What pisses me off the most is the fact that the owner lets it happen. Like HELLO shes already getting decent hours she doesnt need to bump me outta there and get a double shift! ugh it makes me sooo angry to think about it and all I wanna do is run up there and kick her in the face! whatever... now I'm not feeling good! lol
oh yea I didnt smoke at all this morning and I'm so proud of myself. But of course I needed one so I bought some. I'm thinking of taking it step by step... and I'm gonna try tomorrow all day during school which is until about 12:30 and maybe a lil while after I get home to see if I can do it. I realized that its not just gonna happen over night because I'm weak when it comes to this. so I'm gonna do it in steps. Any support and help from my friends is wanted! :)