the freakin weekend!
okay so the weekend is leaving us now and I'll give you an update.
Friday I had school during the day but it was pretty boring. I went home and relaxed till about 4 and went into work. I got to work with the new girl and she was... okay. I mean its cool coz she doesnt know how to do things, but dont act like you do. Yea the job is easy but you've only been working there for 3 days, I think the rest of us know a lil more than you, hun! lol j/k but I thought it was hilarious how I was on the grill making the cheesesteaks and another order came up and instead of helping us with that order, she waited by the fridge so as soon as I pulled the cheesesteaks off the grill she could jump right on there. Well, shes gotta learn but because of her we were backed up like 20 orders which sucked. If it was me and mindy by ourselves we would have been doing a better job. ehh newbies suck! lol I got a pleasant surprise from morgan that night! She stopped by and we chatted alil, actually for about a half hour. lol but oh wells. It was nice to finally see her! :)
Saturday during the day I just relaxed. It was kinda my first offical day to relax, even though I didnt get to relax the whole day because I had work at 5. Dman work was slow as shit! I left at like 7:45. I went home and ate a lil something and then morgan and I met up with Kerri and Karen at Fridays. I would have loved to eat with them, but I didnt have enough money. I guess I'm learning how to save now especially since I dont have that much spending money anyways. So we went to see "The exorcisim of Emily Rose" and it wasnt really scary it was just the whole point behind the movie that scared me. so yea of course I got scared and I couldn't sleep, so lol I know I'm not a loser but I slept downstairs with my mom. lol and I dunno if this was just all in my head but I actually woke up in the middle of the night and I smelled something burning! lol and of course I wasnt as stupid as the people in the movie to get up and walk around and see what it was. lol coz that would just be asking for demons to come get me!
I'm so glad that I went to church today because it made me feel better and I'm not that scared tonight. I might sleep with the tv on but at least I'll be sleeping in my own bed, right! lol Today at church was I guess amazing. They do something every week when you can go up to the reverend and confess a sin or offer to give yourself to the Lord. My grandmom says, I'm gonna go up and join the church today. I said thats great. so we were just about halfway done the song and I could tell that she was a lil scared about going up there, and she turns to me and says "do you wanna join the church with me?" honestly, I didnt really want to because now I feel like I have a big commitment on my hands. I really do wanna get involved with church more but I'm just too damn shy. But now that I'm offically a member I guess that would be easier to do.
Let me just say that I missed my grandfather more today than I have EVER! My grandmom was so emotional when we went up there and she was crying and I just knew that it was because of him. Shes spent almost her whole life with him, and he was a very religious man so I know this is hard for her. I actually started to cry too! I'm just so proud of my grandmom because shes making it just fine on her own. I just hope my grandfather is watching down and thinking the same thing! I actually had a dream last night about him, and honestly I dont really remember it that much. I just remember seeing him and being shocked and hugging him and thats all.
I have also decided that I wanna date a nice church boy. lol I dunno I dont wanna be with some bad ass mother fucker so I guess church boys are the way to go. As long as hes not too into it, thats fine! lol but a nice gentelman.
school tomorrow and I just cant wait to be home! I'm so happy that its my quick day! lol and ER!!!!! lol
Friday I had school during the day but it was pretty boring. I went home and relaxed till about 4 and went into work. I got to work with the new girl and she was... okay. I mean its cool coz she doesnt know how to do things, but dont act like you do. Yea the job is easy but you've only been working there for 3 days, I think the rest of us know a lil more than you, hun! lol j/k but I thought it was hilarious how I was on the grill making the cheesesteaks and another order came up and instead of helping us with that order, she waited by the fridge so as soon as I pulled the cheesesteaks off the grill she could jump right on there. Well, shes gotta learn but because of her we were backed up like 20 orders which sucked. If it was me and mindy by ourselves we would have been doing a better job. ehh newbies suck! lol I got a pleasant surprise from morgan that night! She stopped by and we chatted alil, actually for about a half hour. lol but oh wells. It was nice to finally see her! :)
Saturday during the day I just relaxed. It was kinda my first offical day to relax, even though I didnt get to relax the whole day because I had work at 5. Dman work was slow as shit! I left at like 7:45. I went home and ate a lil something and then morgan and I met up with Kerri and Karen at Fridays. I would have loved to eat with them, but I didnt have enough money. I guess I'm learning how to save now especially since I dont have that much spending money anyways. So we went to see "The exorcisim of Emily Rose" and it wasnt really scary it was just the whole point behind the movie that scared me. so yea of course I got scared and I couldn't sleep, so lol I know I'm not a loser but I slept downstairs with my mom. lol and I dunno if this was just all in my head but I actually woke up in the middle of the night and I smelled something burning! lol and of course I wasnt as stupid as the people in the movie to get up and walk around and see what it was. lol coz that would just be asking for demons to come get me!
I'm so glad that I went to church today because it made me feel better and I'm not that scared tonight. I might sleep with the tv on but at least I'll be sleeping in my own bed, right! lol Today at church was I guess amazing. They do something every week when you can go up to the reverend and confess a sin or offer to give yourself to the Lord. My grandmom says, I'm gonna go up and join the church today. I said thats great. so we were just about halfway done the song and I could tell that she was a lil scared about going up there, and she turns to me and says "do you wanna join the church with me?" honestly, I didnt really want to because now I feel like I have a big commitment on my hands. I really do wanna get involved with church more but I'm just too damn shy. But now that I'm offically a member I guess that would be easier to do.
Let me just say that I missed my grandfather more today than I have EVER! My grandmom was so emotional when we went up there and she was crying and I just knew that it was because of him. Shes spent almost her whole life with him, and he was a very religious man so I know this is hard for her. I actually started to cry too! I'm just so proud of my grandmom because shes making it just fine on her own. I just hope my grandfather is watching down and thinking the same thing! I actually had a dream last night about him, and honestly I dont really remember it that much. I just remember seeing him and being shocked and hugging him and thats all.
I have also decided that I wanna date a nice church boy. lol I dunno I dont wanna be with some bad ass mother fucker so I guess church boys are the way to go. As long as hes not too into it, thats fine! lol but a nice gentelman.
school tomorrow and I just cant wait to be home! I'm so happy that its my quick day! lol and ER!!!!! lol