the expression on his face felt like glass ( Read more... )

I felt the lump of explosion forming in my throat. The tears trying to force and compel themselves to life. Those aggravated words one tends to use, when hurt, trying to escape the cells of my mind and oblige themselves out of my glued shut lips ( Read more... )

This morning i awoke with a pleasant smile upon my face, and i said to myself, "Today will be a beautiful day!" and it was... oh it was. There i lay spread across my bed staring blandly up at the ceiling, at all the colors of those plastic glow in the dark stars ( Read more... )

The Haunting.The black blurry silhouettes have appeared once again. There is a feeling of a need to escape. Strenuously running, faster and faster, while periodically looking at the past disappearing pathways that have been traversed over, making sure you are  well off ahead in this race of chaos. All of a sudden you realize that you're not being ( Read more... )

what is your need of bestowing a sense of fear in a persons mind.. is it because you, yourself have no inner peace and you long for others to feel what you endure? you show your emotions by a literal experience rather than an explanation that few would understand... is it not enough; just one to comprehend? what is enough...when you push and bruise ( Read more... )

i made a decision yesterday morning and just got back from following through with it.
ive always thought i was a spontaneous kind of person...
( i guess i know that part of me is true )

I missed you something unknown today. its misunderstood as to why, somewhat because there has never been anything in my possession. I imagined to talk without speaking; stare with blank words; without the awkwardness, but with a mutual understanding of a descended, outburst of never felt emotion... oh how beautiful it is to feel without touching, ( Read more... )

its just not enough anymore. little by little, maybe slowly thought but really at a heart pounding pace more is needed and it being somewhat focused is impossible to stop... its simply in my hands that cant be closed, my fingers are locked on wide. i felt i had a grip but im starting to see it. the blur isnt so hazy anymore. im fooling you and im ( Read more... )

experiment-
like-
crave-
recieve-
addict-
enjoy-
suffer-
die.

pick up an eraser and erase yourself out of the internal segment within me that remembers you dearly... because you're not; your heart is rotten, shriveled, and cold... but yet you still let out a tint of the light you try to hide so well; accidental i suppose. secure yourself better next time love ( Read more... )