i refuse to surrender

[shutthecurtains]

what is your need of bestowing a sense of fear in a persons mind.. is it because you, yourself have no inner peace and you long for others to feel what you endure? you show your emotions by a literal experience rather than an explanation that few would understand... is it not enough; just one to comprehend? what is enough...when you push and bruise

Comments

[agent_scotty]

That was very tragic and a somewhat haunting use of pictures, especially the 3rd and last. I've noticed you've been incredibly strong about it so I can really only see things progressing for you. It's only a matter of time before things settle so just be optimistic about it. I can't give much advice through this lj but yeah.. Apart from all that, this was beautifully written as always, keep it up :)

[shutthecurtains]

me, optimistic? eehh its hard... worth trying i guess. thanx.

[loversbeauty]

Your use of pictures makes me happy I love the one where you eyes are closed and your hand is on your face say you will be mine!!!:)

IM YOURS <3

[shutthecurtains]

aww im glad they make you happy :)

Re: IM YOURS <3

[dress_tokill]

your hers now?
::cries::

Re: IM YOURS <3

[shutthecurtains]

haha shhh im just pretending to be hers for a lil bit... secretly im yours forever hehe :p

[starbright722]

very pretty as always. he'll come around sooner then u think

[shutthecurtains]

thank you love...
hmm, well im not really waiting for someone to come around if it happens then it does right? well this entry wasnt about a guy anyway but oh well it wouldnt hurt having one huh :)
<3 you lots!

[grins_gernades]

through a dark train of though..........this was a wonderfully written poem sasha.....your a great writer.....i felt every word its sent chills down my back...........whenever you gather inspiration...write me one

[shutthecurtains]

thank you josh im glad it had some sort of impact.. lol i hope chills arent bad.
dont worry josh, sometime throught out my life a poem will be written for you... just a matter of time.

[pixies_kisses]

hey Sasha its Merci im gonna add you ok?

[shutthecurtains]

hi merci! yes, of course thats fine. :)

[pixies_kisses]

wherve ya bee? weve missed ya! omg i took the koolest pics and just to find out that i loaded it wrong

[shutthecurtains]

eh ive been home with a dumb throat infection er something that hurts my throat! lol ah i havent even taken pix :( what was yours of? lol im sorry... that sux :(