I should probably be better about posting. Not for you guys, but for me. It's very important to me to remember these things, and you guys can always skip my KiSA posts. Of which there will be many. I'll LJ cut so the spam that is imminent is somewhat lessened.

( Sunday May 7th )

My phone has been fucking up for the past several weeks. At first, I thought it was weather related, because it only happened at work. Then it started happening at home too. I would have bars, but not be able to reach the network. I would be able to reach it if I moved, so I just figured it was temporary, or something weird. Apparently it was ( Read more... )

( Weekend at KiSA's: Day Two )

This is going to be hella long because you know how I am. I'm adding all the detail as much for me as for you. Y'all can skip this if you want. I just don't want to forget any more than I have.

( Weekend at KiSA's: Day One )

( Whereupon I again demonstrate what a goddamn moron I am. Yes, a KiSA update. )

Ok, so maybe that title is a little gross, but I'm feeling icky anyways. So. Ever get the feeling that one of your friends is upset with you, and you aren't even sure if they are upset with you, it's just this feeling you have. They havent spoken to you in quite some time, and you are too afraid to find out if they really are mad at you ( Read more... )

At the urging of the same co-worker who correctly insisted that KiSA was flirting with me way back when, I wrote a long letter detailing some of the things I've been feeling the past couple of months. I actually gave it to him. *nervous* He is so worth it though. Maybe once he understands how I'm feeling... I dunno. I just know I like to be ( Read more... )

It's time to get down to some serious soul searching. How much humiliation do I want to let myself in for? I'm thinking nothing less than total will do. Otherwise, I will continue to rationalize and hope, and wait, and feel stupid. It's just things are different when we're alone. Sorta. I dunno. I'm such a goddamn moron, I shoulda stopped ( Read more... )

I just realized, my LJ posts were funnier and probably a lot more interesting before KiSA. I think he's sucking the life out of me as much as there are aspects of my life that I'm finally living because of him ( Read more... )

There isn't much that could have made this weekend any better. As I mentioned before, this is my first Friday/Saturday off with my new shift. On Friday, I went home, slept a little, got woken up by that driver telling me he would be there with my car by 6. He was somewhere near San Martin, just by the 152, and according to KiSA, thats about 40 ( Read more... )