I should post.  I haven't felt like it in a while, and I don't really feel like it now.  One of the reasons is out of the blue, 2 people whom I considered friends have decided we aren't anymore.  With no warning or explination. I admit it disturbs me, and makes LJ less fun.  So I'm licking my wounds.  But whatever ( Read more... )

Randomness.  Really.

Saturday I went to the planetarium in Berkeley with
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Ok.  This is just fucked up right here.  Yesterday I had the craziest dream.  Mind you I have only seen the pilot episode of SGA, but most of my flist are fans.  So I hear a lot about the show.  Last night, I dreamt of Rodney and uh, the cute tribble haired guy.  And KiSA.  Who propositioned me for a 3some, and it startled me so much, I woke up ( Read more... )

I've been putting this one off for a while now.  I guess I was worried everyone was tired of hearing me talk about him.  But it has come to my attention that some out there are concerned for me, so I thought it time to maybe go in to some detail on the status of my relationship (such as it is) with KiSA.

It's kind of hard to describe how I feel ( Read more... )

KiSA and I had been talking about going to see the Di Vinci Code for a while, and he finally committed to Friday.  Of course I'm excited, and of course I fully expect him to cancel at the last minute.  Imagine my surprise when on my way to class Thursday I hear my phone ringing and when I go to see who is calling, it's him.  When I answer he ( Read more... )

It's the weirdest thing.  I love clothes shopping.  I love buying new things and wearing them.  I had stopped doing it as I put on the weight, and as I took it off, I started again.  When I go shopping, I'll be in the store for 3 hours.  I'll walk in, case the place once or twice then start picking things I like.  When I have an arm full, I start ( Read more... )

This is my problem.  I am far too impatient.  I made something happen, and now, I'm trying to force the next step.  Not a good idea.  Things are becoming more evident, bad things.  Things that I should know, but would rather not.  I will be forced to make a decision, and I don't want to have to do that.    As with all human interaction, it is not ( Read more... )

Holy cow I'm gonna be so busy this weekend.  I had to put my car in the shop last week because the check engine light went on.  It ended up being nothing, but I couldn't make class last week.  So I have to reschedule for this week.  Except I signed up for over time on Mon, Tue, and Wed, which means I could't make class on those days.  I'd have to ( Read more... )

( Sunday the 14th )

KiSA went out of town for that weekend. I HATE when he does that. I feel so disconnected, and icky. He went to visit his sister in SoCal, while that certainly isn't far, it just feels like it. I got a lot done while he was away though. I washed my car on Friday, Saturday Mark and I got laundry done, took the kittens to the vet, and did some ( Read more... )