here:

( Read more... )

I wish for too much. My life is perfect as is, but I know I need to strive for more. And leave the bad people in my life behind. It's just so sad. They are all caught up in it and I cannot blame them. I just feel like the only one that is recognizing that reality is far from their assumptions. I need to get over these bad people that I continually ( Read more... )

I'm in the most beautiful place in the whole world. I love being at sober living in new port. but I can't wait to be home even more. I love my life and the support I have. I have nothing to be sad about, truly. I'm watching the movie closer and its great. Anyone want to visit me? You can whenever. I think im coming back to Westside (santa monica, ( Read more... )

Do you know what it feels like to feel lighter? Like the weight lifted of off me... or something. I'm going back to all those old songs I loved to sing and are totally for sure the worst of all time but I danced around in my underwear, just reminscing and loving it. And like, I'm kind of sorta doing okay at school and that feels good. I think im ( Read more... )

Yeah, so, totalled car
Sucks, but luckily im okay and so is my sister... relatively.
I'm happy even though I shouldnt be and I dont know why.

So like, you know, life is fucking sporadic as fuck. Hah. No but seriously, the unexpected keeps re-occurring for me. Luckily, I'm strong like bull but if I wasn't it would be bad. Last night I was taking my sister to her friend's house. I was driving west on Venice blvd. after turning off Lincoln. The sun was glaring in my eyes and I really couldn ( Read more... )

I just took ambien to sleep and now I'm hallucinating and seeing people that are talking to me, its nuts. Maggy I never knew this is what it was like! OUT OF CONTROL. Just wanted to share that insight. I want to elaborate ib ny kfe but i can't think about one topic for long enough to form sentences. I'm gonna try to pass out. I haven't sletp in a ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

Dear Emma, Here is your horoscope for Wednesday, October 25:

Consider yourself blessed. With that winning attitude in place, you shouldn't be surprised when adverse circumstances turn out to be immensely favorable. Believe in yourself and mighty forces will come to your aid. I hope so. I was very intimidated, byt I'm starting to get used to ( Read more... )

( Read more... )