So yeah this week has been the absolute shittiest week i think i ahve ever been through! Drew broke up with me last Friday! So yea..i'v been pretty misrable since then 11 months down the drain! Now he acts as if we were never even together! Just the worst feeling losing the one person that u love more then nething...i keep hoping things will change ( Read more... )

K-la is throwing me a Birthday party.....Hell Yah...It's tonight at her place if ya wanna come leave me a message or call my house 719-0682, It's gunna be fun lol

SWEET 16....HELL YAH...MY BIRTHDAY IS THIS WEEKEND, ANYONE WANNA PARTY?

Why the fuck do people gotta be fucking stupid and spread rumors that arn't true!! Drew has NEVER fucking hit me, He wouldn't do that and obviously whoever is saying that don't know what the hell they are talking about!!! I'm fucking pissed as hell...So theres the truth!!! Damn i wish people would just mind the own damn buisiness!!!

Do u see this smile??? Prolly not but trust me its there, I'm just having a hard time trying to find it latley...Do u know something that will make me smile??

This song makes me wanna cry ( Read more... )

I FUCKING HATE HIM, I JUST WANNA LEAVE...I WANNA WALK AWAY AND FORGET EVERYTHING...I CAN'T TAKE THIS NEMORE...WHY CAN'T I BE LIKE U...WHY CAN'T I TREAT U LIKE SHIT, AND THEN MAKE IT ALL BETTER WITH AN "I LOVE U", JUST FOR ONCE I WISH HE KNEW HOW I FELT, JUST ONCE!!!

" The world will unfold as it should " What do u do when thats the only answer that one person can give u???

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I wonder if he even thinks about me?? or misses me?  I just can't help but wonder if i even matter nemore.....

Tonight should be fun I hope....

Idk...maybe Everyone is right...Maybe I should give up...

Maybe...everything I''v done really doesen't matter

Maybe...He really does love me...Maybe I am accually worth it to him...

Maybe...just maybe he ( Read more... )