I can't help it.....
I wonder if he even thinks about me?? or misses me? I just can't help but wonder if i even matter nemore.....
Tonight should be fun I hope....
Idk...maybe Everyone is right...Maybe I should give up...
Maybe...everything I''v done really doesen't matter
Maybe...He really does love me...Maybe I am accually worth it to him...
Maybe...just maybe he will realize that someday
Maybe....