"Train yourself to let go of the things you fear to lose ( Read more... )

so finally updating again..i seem to be updating only when major events occur and this one wasn't good..on friday night matt was over and justin called to tell him that mountain road was shut down for 2-3 hours..then i get online and jamie tells me that there was an accident and someone died and he was trying to find out who so at about 1:45-2 am ( Read more... )

"So hello good friend, i wanna be next to you, for my head, for my heart, for whats true..so i'm burning the thoughts of the things that i once said because you tore down the walls that the world has put inside my head ( Read more... )

alright so i don't remember the last update but since all i really do is get on here to bitch well i guess ill continue w/the tradition well first i should say school has been ehh we've had off like a million bdays which is good b/c i hate bdays and matt and i are now dating which is good :) but other than that..meaning gymnastics hasn't been going ( Read more... )

so my fav. band of the month= straylight run..i mean i liked them before but i just can't seem to turn them off lately..they make me feel better b/c lately i've been in a pretty bad mood..idk what it is really i guess i dnt have a good reason to be..i'm pretty stressed out and irritated easily though..im so sick of thinking about colleges i just ( Read more... )

so i have not updated in FORever..but that's okay ive been keeping up w/the xanga mostly i guess..so senior year has been underway for almost 2 months now? yea feels like it's been forever but no, no no just 2 months..im actually in the midst of writing a lab report now for apes which is going to take..awhile needless to say..then i have to re- ( Read more... )

well ive been working on my APHG summer assignment all day grr its pretty irritating i still have psych and english to do too hopefully i can get that done before i leave for NC sat.-wed. heck yes i lovee it down there and hey maybe ill even get to see some one tree hill filming? :) but yea who knows other than the summer assignments i have to get ( Read more... )

so things have been ehh lately i feel that sadd mood coming in again its weird ill be fine then i start feeling crappy and lonely..i seriously hate feeling so alone i just want someone to be there for me but basically everyone is just too busy..usually im the one listening but lately i barely pay attention..the only time i feel okay is at the gym i ( Read more... )

well past few days have been okay..been at the gym a LOT conditioning and what not except yesterday i didn't really condition b/c i was too sore so i just hung around w/hadass and helped her clean and what not for camps fun funn then i did absolutely nothing yesterday..julie wanted me to come and go bowling but i was tired and didn't feel like ( Read more... )

wow long time since ive updated..NC w/jo, erin, and jo's fam. was a blast the house was super nice w/a movie theater in the basement and everything..soo cool i had soo much fun..NC w/my fam. was ok too i guess we basically just went to the beach and fixed up the beach house..also ive been working w/the level 4s and they are adorable i just love ( Read more... )