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shockinglycool

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Nov 25, 2008 16:49

[filtered/set to private; but easily hackable by anyone who wants to put in the effort]

[...] Everyone, today I'm going to talk about Neechan. Or at least - Not 'everyone'.

( ... )

death, worry, recklessness as usual, ..., neechan, destiny, testament, tl;dr, sumeragi subaru, sorata sucks at locking things, sakurazuka seishirou

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7th_warrant November 25 2008, 22:31:31 UTC

...hmmm

[1/2] shockinglycool November 25 2008, 22:38:39 UTC

...

2/2 shockinglycool November 25 2008, 22:39:15 UTC

Should probably have already learned not to even bother trying to hide stuff, huh.

7th_warrant November 25 2008, 22:47:33 UTC

Your intentions are safe with me, Herr Arisugawa.

However...hmmm

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Locked satsujin_ai November 26 2008, 03:41:42 UTC

Ah, that is the contradiction in people. Fickle though they may be, their opinions are fairly set in care, and friendship.

Rather drastic measures are required to change that.

Locked shockinglycool November 26 2008, 03:44:07 UTC

...

...Since you're bringing it up, I guess I should ask what your 'drastic measures' are, in hopes that it's not the obvious.

Re: Locked satsujin_ai November 26 2008, 04:09:09 UTC

Your assumption of the obvious would be..?

Locked shockinglycool November 26 2008, 04:11:36 UTC

"If they're dead, you don't have to worry about their opinions."

Or something.

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light_onmyoji November 26 2008, 04:21:19 UTC

Three days?

...To make sure no one is your friend, to isolate them and make them leave you, you're only trying to make sure no one will cry if you disappear.

1/2 shockinglycool November 26 2008, 04:23:00 UTC

[...]

I really gotta learn not to even try and hide stuff.

shockinglycool November 26 2008, 04:25:44 UTC

...Three days. It'll be a full week, then. That's long enough for me to sulk.

[...] I'll force myself to be cheerful, starting then. Even if I don't know...

Is it really that bad? That's what I always figured. If the only one who gets hurt is me, isn't that okay? Why do I want people to cry for me, anyway? [...] But I'm a hypocrite.

light_onmyoji November 26 2008, 04:29:01 UTC

You should express how you feel no matter what it is. Lying to people isn't going to help them trust you, and it isn't going to help anyone else. This place is hurting you too.

It's not about wanting people to cry for you. It's about caring enough to protect them, even if they cry, even if something happens to you. It's about making their tears worth something, and not making them hurt more for leaving them as friends.

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