Frenemies are the people you thought to be good friends, in reality they suck. Friends should be trustworthy, real, supportive, and be unconditional. They should not be seeking to destroy you, belittle you, or ruin your relationships ( Read more... )

It is my belief in this world, there are 4 types of people ( Read more... )

Fall makes me nostalgic. For family, high school, elementary school days, and friends. I am surprised when I think back and see myself now where I'm at. Where I was last year at this time...where I was 5 years ago...10....it's crazy to see myself now as a college student, what I'm studying and such. I sometimes just wish I was your average student ( Read more... )

I wish everything was different. I wish I had the ability to change unfortunate circumstances. This past week has been beyond depressing, beyond control, because when someone else is suffering and you have no capability to change it, you feel like you are useless or in someway let them down. I know I have no control which is so frustrating I don't ( Read more... )

So I got an A out of Accounting. And I'm still depressed. Now I for sure have no fucking clue why. I was just looking at pictures, so maybe it's because I miss people...or else...maybe it's because I miss that person who I was in those pictures. I hate being depressed because I never get the goals I want to accomplish done when I am. I mean I've ( Read more... )

Sam and I have decided to quit smoking. It's not like we need it...besides bad for health...bad for goals...(running we mostly i almost died). It's not like i have to have my cigarettes. i told lola today that after my final on friday i'm going to rip up the remaining cigs i have and throw them away. i mean the universe doesn't obviously want me to ( Read more... )

I've recently been looking at my life plotting out what I want, what I need, and everything in between. I've been really stressed lately about my mom and skin cancer, missing family and friends from home desperately afraid that being apart from them for so long will make my relationships with them fade away. Not to mention my job which I've been ( Read more... )

summa summa summa time ( Read more... )

...when I flick it, it comes all over my hand ( Read more... )

Today sucks. And I can't possibly see myself at a lower point than I'm at right now.