ugh.. why am i awake so early. work is really stressing me out. I hav no idea why. I really need to get out of south florida. It's a constant party. Drink, smoke, drugs, sex, party party party. i remember when real people existed.
As everyday passes in my speed induced mind I am surprised I have a grip on reality anymore. I float through everyday with a puesdo-smile and a flippant air to my personality but inside I am dark. Not the goth type of dark, just a digression of disjointed angry thoughts
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