I have to say goodbye to Cliffy today. This is f'ing horrible. I still can't believe this happened. I definitely want to smoke a blunt in his honor. Then we have to drink some Bailey's Irish Cream in his honor. A whole gallon. Tonight. Corrin, lets go to Bean Marie's place and paaaaarty.

It don't come down to nothin'

......except love in the end.....

<3 ...I miss YOU... <3

I wanted to put an angry song, or write an angry poem up, but I'm too sad to be angry. I figured "whats the point, F it" Then I thought I could put up a Sublime song or that song, "1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, I'm floating in a ( Read more... )

I spoke to a woman I used to love today, in a cafe in the desert. She's a waitress there, a long time ago.

"I thought I was your destination," she told me. "Looks like I was just another stop on the line."

I couldn't say anything to make it better. She couldn't hear me. I should have asked if she knew where Finn was.

"When you die," says a dark- ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't written, its just been so hectic around here all the time. It never end. Tonight was horrible. Just plain horrible. As I sit here I can say that I haven't been this upset since Corey died. I was doing alright just getting through it, never really thought everything would get this bad all at once.

I'm sure you all would like to know ( Read more... )

I've been so tired lately.. I have pulled three all nighters, which is so unlike me. I never do that kind of thing, well, I've tried but it never works.

I feel like I've been working all the time. I finally have tomorrow off, and tuesday(thank god) so I can catch up on all of that sleep I missed. Work is the usual- *drama* *drama* *drama* just ( Read more... )

"Hello? Hello? Anyone around? Can you hear me? I've been jumping up and down!I slammed into a wall and broke the window with my basketball but you still don't hear me! Listen to me! There are elephants in the room and they do not like you be carefull or you will get hurt they already killed the Jew His name was Zac or Zack Or something along those ( Read more... )

The fire is burning with our hearts
Screaming with desire
But you stomped it out
There was no need to lie
You could have been honest
I would have taken it better
But you chose to lie
You chose to take my heart
and stomp it out
He told me the truth
with certain intentions
Those will not be met
Atleast he was honest
We are perfect for one another
but not right ( Read more... )

I had to drive Scott home again.. and it was again so fun. He can brighten the worst day of my life with his singing. Bon Jovi definitely highlights his voice. haha. Guess what everyone, hes getting his teeth fixed!? He told me fifty times(atleast).

I told Nick.. just about everything. That when he came back I was going to bodyslam him into a wall ( Read more... )

Tonight was SOOOO fun. I definitely enjoyed swimming in the OCEAN. It was so cold and so painful, but so worth it. I'm wicked wicked wicked exausted though. Shelley and Corn are number 1 stunner's and I'm sorry you had to see my chubba-lub. haha. No but really I felt so comfortable in my bra around you two. haha. NO just kidding. That came out ( Read more... )

     It's been so long. I wasn't going to even bother writing in this thing anymore, but I'm going to now. So much has changed. I graduated. It's the biggest accomplishment of my life. As a freshman even to a junior I didn't think I was going to. But I am damn proud of myself, and of my friends. As I was walking up the taped line it was like a ( Read more... )