so yeah this is beas friend hannah... and its like 3:30 am and bea and amanda r sleeping and i'm bored and cant sleep :( it sucks.. but oh well tonight was fun... i mean wat could be more fun then us 3 right.... yeahhhhhhhhhhhh welll beaaaaaa rockssssssssssss and yeah PEACE

i was bored, had LOTS of time on my hands.
decided to honor the thing that has created
the mostrosity taht is bea. enjoy. <33

( the hair that started the revolution. )

i drunk//i miss randy///i wanna die.
loveyouQ!

so, im not going to school tomorrow...
or friday.

well tomorrow i just don't want to go.
but for friday i have a logical reason
due to the fact that i have to go visit
my father and I have to be at the airport
at 1:50 resulting in no reason pertaining
as to why i would want to go to the one
place i hate most just for a couple of hours...
stupid if ( Read more... )

&& in the blink of an eye//
//its over once again.
he's left me here alone...
...just waiting to die...

i do miss him...
but i won't let it kill me.
yeah i'm sad.
but friends are better then enemy's....
.......for now.

so, im sitting here in my room &&
it is currently 6:33 AM.
wow, WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with me.
haha well, you would think that after 2//3 months, i would
get over the fact that i have a boyfriend,
whom infact i love more than life.
but my point is, till this day it stillamazes me. i cant even begin to explain how much ( Read more... )

so// here's what's up ( Read more... )

yeah.
tomorrow = greatest 2 months of my life.
iloveyou randy.
♥

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well, as i sit here in my pjs,
waiting for my hair to dry, i think
about how much life means.

fuck what the hell am i talking about?
i dont know what im thinking.
I'm thinking how much i fucked up.
I'm thinking how much i love randy.
I'm thinking how much does he love me back.
I'm thinking i need to pee.
♥