the deal...
so, im not going to school tomorrow...
or friday.
well tomorrow i just don't want to go.
but for friday i have a logical reason
due to the fact that i have to go visit
my father and I have to be at the airport
at 1:50 resulting in no reason pertaining
as to why i would want to go to the one
place i hate most just for a couple of hours...
stupid if you ask me
hence why i decided to just fuck it.
anyway, im sitting here...bored...but thats
nothing different.
yeah, so i am a lil excited
to go see my pops.
i just wish i had some
friends there to hang
out with ya know?
well...maybe this time ill meet someone,
but for me, the only way i have courage
to go up and talk to people is if i
have some friend &//or friends with me.
but when i don't...i am probably the
shyest((sp?)) person around. shocking//I know
hm, so maybe that will change..but i doubt it.
i must say.
having two guys like
me is pretty neat.
they are both amazing.
but im inlove with only
one of them...
but for some reasons
i just dont think we'll
end up being together.
but i have to have faith
&& hope.
everything will work out. <3
i know it.
as too my feelings about my car...
i miss it.
rawr, i havn't been home this
much in a longgg timee...
i guess its kinna nice..
but i just wanna go for a drive.
yeah, to nowhere imparticular,
but thats whats fun about it...
you just live life as its happening.
i guess if you're reading this
you're bored out of your mindddd
so i will end here.
bye for now.
♥
bea DA bear.
or friday.
well tomorrow i just don't want to go.
but for friday i have a logical reason
due to the fact that i have to go visit
my father and I have to be at the airport
at 1:50 resulting in no reason pertaining
as to why i would want to go to the one
place i hate most just for a couple of hours...
stupid if you ask me
hence why i decided to just fuck it.
anyway, im sitting here...bored...but thats
nothing different.
yeah, so i am a lil excited
to go see my pops.
i just wish i had some
friends there to hang
out with ya know?
well...maybe this time ill meet someone,
but for me, the only way i have courage
to go up and talk to people is if i
have some friend &//or friends with me.
but when i don't...i am probably the
shyest((sp?)) person around. shocking//I know
hm, so maybe that will change..but i doubt it.
i must say.
having two guys like
me is pretty neat.
they are both amazing.
but im inlove with only
one of them...
but for some reasons
i just dont think we'll
end up being together.
but i have to have faith
&& hope.
everything will work out. <3
i know it.
as too my feelings about my car...
i miss it.
rawr, i havn't been home this
much in a longgg timee...
i guess its kinna nice..
but i just wanna go for a drive.
yeah, to nowhere imparticular,
but thats whats fun about it...
you just live life as its happening.
i guess if you're reading this
you're bored out of your mindddd
so i will end here.
bye for now.
♥
bea DA bear.