i have kept a real journal for several months now... its much more satisfying than the whole online deal. Richie's in the army now. I have never been more miserable in my enItire life. It is now summer and I have a job, and I've been working there for a while. It keeps me busy I guess. Since I last wrote I have completely fallen in love with Richie ( Read more... )

Wow, its been a while. I'm in Canada for thanksgiving break, its snowing, pretty cool stuff. I got my computer taken away a while back so i dont have one at home anymore, this is the first time i've gotten my hands on a computer in a long time. I thought I might update my journal, as usual much has changed. Lets see... I'm actually doing really ( Read more... )

Fucking everyone ditched me tonight, I'm so bored I'm writing in this fucking livejournal...but theres some shit i need to get down i think though. So anyways, guess i should explain that I met a guy. Yeah, the other night i went to Brittanys house and it was her, me, Cara, Richie, Auston, and Chris, there might have been other people, but i was ( Read more... )

its been a while so i thought i'd update, some pretty interesting shit has happened so i should try to keep a record of it i guess. i hung out last night with Sam and i did some acid based ecstasy, and had an insane trip, it fucking rocked. we watched some kickass movies. she showed me this movie called "Waking Life" and it might seriously have ( Read more... )

last night rocked the casbah man! me, sam, and foley stayed at will's casa, it was hella fun. sam and foley came over while i was sitting in the rain at like 7 and then we formed a plan to get lots of weed and fireworks, which happend to be a very good idea might i add. so we bought a half ounce from B and drove around for a while then went to will ( Read more... )

i'm watching kill bill, good movie, i recomend it to anyone who reads this. so i decided to update this fucker so i can read it later to see what i did this summer. im so tactful. anyways, last night and the night before were hella fun. we hung out as always, and by "we" i mean the group: me, caitlin, will, sam, and foley.. and the newest edition, ( Read more... )

So last night I went to a party, well i think it was last night anyways, i havent slept in so long the days blend in together now. anyways it was the un-leashed show, Josiah's band, they did the whole graduation thing and it was pretty cool except for the undercover cops, other than that it was free beer and heavy metal, good combination. Anyways, ( Read more... )

did you know eazy e died of aids? oh the irony. if you learn anything from this journal let it be that. annnyways... shits been pretty good. i havent been keeping up with this journal but if i read caitlins journal i get a pretty good idea of what i've been up to. been doin the same old shit i guess. getting high with friends, dying my hair (yet ( Read more... )

tonight i found out my older brother has testicular cancer. this shit fucked up my whole world, im so thrown off. now not only my dad has cancer, but also my big brother whom i am very close to. this hurts so much. i have no idea what to think. i been crying like a little bitch since i found out. shit like this really makes you think of life on a ( Read more... )

shit, a lots been going on. hmm lets see on sunday i went to a baseball game with my brother and dad (out of pity for my dad) and that was pretty lame. then when i got back caitlin came over and stayed the night and foley and will came to pick us up and we snuck out of my house drove around and listened to music as loud as we could stand and smoked ( Read more... )