yeah... i gave up on livejournal.

life is good. im happy. thats all you need to know. fo sho.

so as life is now.. its all about waiting. i wait for the bus. i wait for the next pay check. i wait until i move.. again and again. its just a bunch of waiting. lets just say i hate it. i wish things were back to normal and i didnt have to deal with this crap. i dont have a car because i fucked up and a cop towed it and now i can't drive it. i am ( Read more... )

i totally forgot i even had one of these. its been awhile since ive updated. nothing crazy is going on right now. im barely making it, my money is basically eliminated. and im just living life day by day. this moving deadline is approaching very very fast. there is actually someone coming to walk through our house today. they want to move in sooner ( Read more... )

if you didnt know already, i am a frequent weed smoker. i love the shit. you could even call me a pot head i guess. well in celebration of getting our tax return, chris and i went out to the 420 shop and bought a bong a couple weeks ago. its been the best thing ive ever spent money on. its so much better than smoking out of a bowl. a bit smelly, ( Read more... )

things have actually been okay. working alot, hanging out, watching movies. i recently saw juno. my roomate jon downloaded it on his computer and ive been watching it like crazy. its such a amazing movie, not to mention the soundtrack. i love everything about it. and ive been listening to saves the day like its getting discontinued... the baby ( Read more... )

im so bored. living here sucks. i live with the only friends i really have in maine, and i cant even really hold a conversation with any of them. i dont feel like hanging out with anyone else around here. i feel depressed 90% of the day. i just want to go fucking home. i keep telling myself just 3 more fucking weeks of this place. but it seems like ( Read more... )

so i've figured that its going to take me almost 800 dollars to get out of maine. that fucking blows because its going to take me at the least 4 weeks to save all that. im really considering calling my dad and asking him to send me about 500 so i can get out of here quicker. i don't know why all of a sudden i HAVE to get out of maine. its just like ( Read more... )

movie playlist this week:

garden state
stranger than fiction
punch drunk love
ordinary people
burnt by the sun
love actually

... see a pattern?

its my first day back in maine. today has been so depressing. my dad took me to the airport this morning. he just dropped me off at the curb because he said he didnt want to say goodbye. i had been fighting back the tears up until then. i dont think i have actually stopped crying all day since. its been the hardest to come back here. i wish i could ( Read more... )

things to purchase:

1. car stuff (insurance, tires, fines)
2. futon
3. gym membership
4. a boy pug named thor
5. laptop
6. apartment