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so i've figured that its going to take me almost 800 dollars to get out of maine. that fucking blows because its going to take me at the least 4 weeks to save all that. im really considering calling my dad and asking him to send me about 500 so i can get out of here quicker. i don't know why all of a sudden i HAVE to get out of maine. its just like bam... i have to leave. its not like i have been living here for almost 3 years now. but i just cant stay here. i just feel depressed and sluggish all the time. im definitely not the same person as i used to be. and my relationships aren't where i want them to be. its just time to start over. and i want that to come sooner than later. who knows.