I just can't believe she's dead. It sounds so harsh. It sounds so foriegn on my tongue. It sounds so final.

I see her face in those pictures and I remember. It took 5 years. From her first cigarette to her final, fatal dose of heroin.

5 years wrecked one of the best people I've ever known. How quickly we fall away.

I guess I don't know what to do anymore. I didn't think you'd be so stupid. I was wrong. And it hurts.

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Ugh. That's the sound my heart made when it fell through my stomach while I was reading this.

( Father Dies Saving His Son From Icy River )

If everyone in this world could just make me a promise right now, please

Please, look back before you leave my life.

Love, Kelly.

P.S. Have a wonderful Thanksgiving. I'm thankful for each and every one of you. Probably more than you all know. Except Hal, if he's reading this.

Tori Amos' version of 'I Don't Like Mondays' is the fuel of my existence right now. I love this song and the story behind it makes it all the more creepy.