i am beginning to see the fruits of this. yet ( Read more... )

there is so much going around me right now it is all hard to believe. I am so nervous about next year. i feel lonely. i start to cry everytime i think about.

6 and half months sure have been a long time to be with someone. For me ( Read more... )

i hate feeling like this. the feeling of nothing going right. i could be completely wrong, but to be honest i really do not need an attitude when i say something. i really do not want someone to do something just because i asked them too. it just ticks me off... especailly the attitude part and the feeling of nothing being done right/ i feel like ( Read more... )

so today is he day and i am kinda nervous. i cannot wait though. well i need to go take a nap before the nights festivities so that i can be rejuvinated and not dead to the world when i see him tonite!!!

this week was good with the girls and next week will be even better!!

my baby comes home in 2 days!!!! i do not think that i can wait. i want to surprise him and be at the airport when he gets there! That would possibly be the best thing ever

well it has been a long time since i have released my thoughts and what is going on in my head. So here goes ( Read more... )

This is so hard, stressful, painful, yet enjoyable. so many things are happening all at once and i cannot handle it all. i cannot multitask and i feel sometimes like i am letting my self down. I Feel like i have to be the perfect person for everyone. Like i always have to have a smile or be all happy giddy for everyone because thats who i am and ( Read more... )

ok so it may have been a while but i just got back from orientation today and i love it. i cannot wait to go there ( Read more... )

it has been a long time since i have updated. i started work this week an di must say that i have progressed in opening up myself to people. i dont know what it is but i usually am not like this. But i am not going to lie i a so dang tired it is not even funny. i am sittin ghere trying to keep my eyes open and i do no even know why i am trying to ( Read more... )

have i every told you how much i like surprises. especially when you know you messed up, you should know that you need to make me feel special especailly after something has happened. i like flowers, notes, visits, whatever you feel you need to do. even when you havent done anything wrong, those are the best surprises. Just a little something to ( Read more... )