Jul 17, 2005 13:43
well it has been a long time since i have released my thoughts and what is going on in my head. So here goes.
Well everytime i go back to Camp Glisson it just makes me want to work there more and more. If i work here next summer, then i would be working with some of my closest friends and it would be amazing. God just does awesome powers to people when they are there. It's almost like God draws people there because He knows that place is incredible. It is just amazing to me to go there and see what he has created. It is amazing to me what he did to me and is still doing to me. I have possibly th best week ever two weeks ago. I was having some issues about what was goign on in my heart and what i was doing. It was jut incredible how much God spoke to me that week. it was an awesome week away from everythign. All the distractons of my life. A good time for me to just get everything staright with me and with God. i hope that next year i have the chance to work there. Yet there are things that i do not look forward to missing. my best friend, Jordan, my family, my friends. I dunno we will just have to see where god is leading me over the Year. Jordan and i might not be together, i could also be back at camp all american or i could be interning somewhere or taking summer classes. Who knows but one thing is that in my mind i want to work at camp glisson but it's not in my heart yet.
So camp all american, the place to be. Last week was challenging. i had a very high maintence group last week. Bless their precious souls. It just breaks my heart when i here of some of the campers who do not have a great and wonderful life like i have grown up with. I now that i am blessed beyond great measure. I was born into a loving christian family who always supported me in everything that i did and provided things for me that i needed or even that i dont need but wanted. But i love working there and the people that i have met. i have so much fun all the time.
So my darlin. I miss him like none other right now. I practically havent been with him in 3 weeks. I was gone 4th of july weekend and then that sunday i left for camp for a week. i saw him that friday i got back and then that saturday night. Last sunday morning him and his best friend left for JH Ranch for two weeks. Im not gonna lie im glad he is there because i think that it gives him a time to worship and i think that he needed to think ome things through. but i sure do miss him so much. i cannot wait to see him hopefully friday. i want to surprise him and be at the airport when he gets home. we shall see though. We dont have much longer together before we go off to school. it is hard sometimes when you are with your best friend and her bf and they are like all ovr each other and you miss your boyfriend so much that you cant be with him. It just makes it that much sweeter when i see him.
Well his week should be good. Im goign to go to bed before 10:30 everynight. we are going to try that!!!
oh yeah so last night was the kenny chesney oncert and it was perhaps awesome. i had possibly the best time with barbara. I am so glad she and i have become such great friends. Interesting time and people who were around us. good times.
until next time, im out like a fat kid in dodgeball.