I haven't written here in a while. But I've been keeping a written diary, so one day this week i'll type it all up. Not that anyone knows this link. But it will feel good to have it off my chest on here.

Ant said he's almost over me. So now i just feel like shit, like I've been rejected. I knew he'd be ready before I was. I just knew it.

Run down since my last entry :]

Friday 22nd:Woke up, got dressed and went to Rogans. Then we all drove to a town near Wollongong for the funeral of Steves Mum Shirley. It was such a sad day. Seeing that family so upset broke my heart ( Read more... )

I just feel blah
I had a good talk with Taylor today. She's neat. And i had a good one last night with Jamie. Probably best two talks I've had in a long time.
There are people that care.
(L)

I don't even know what to think anymore.
I always get everything so fucking wrong.
I feel like I'm bringing everyone down with me.
I don't want that.

So it was my sisters birthday Yesterday if I'm technical. But I haven't been to bed since it officially ended so I'll say it was today ( Read more... )

Wow, I'm aching all over.Yesterdday afternoon was the annual end of year christmas dancing concert for my club. It has to be the best concert I've ever performed in ( Read more... )

So today, I feel like absolute shit. Man, people are seriously going to think I'm mental ( Read more... )

I don't even know the point of that title. I woke up late today, as usual. I didn't have a good sleep last night, God knows why ( Read more... )

I hate how lame heartbreak sounds. It's so cliche and overused and misunderstood. But right now it's so real and it hurts. It's been eight days now and I've actually been surprisingly good. I've had my ups and downs, but having stuff on my mind had pushed it aside. I don't have anything else to think about now, and thinking about it hurts even more ( Read more... )

So I decided today that I was finally going to return to livejournal, and have another attempt at keeping a journal going.
Let's hope it works out.
So Saturday is Homebake, and I'm extremely excited. I'm slightly nervous, mainly cause hardly any of the crew are going, but I'm sure we'll do well.
I hope all goes to plan.