It's sunday night. . .everyone else is watching the superbowl at a party. . jenn is sitting on the couch. .feeling like death. . .snotting more than ever. . .eating mac and cheese. . .and watching dumbo. . .older disney movies are so much better .. .dumbo and sleeping beauty. . the annimation is so much better. . .everything down to the voices is ( Read more... )

There are some things u never expect someone who cares about u to do. Some things that you didn't think could possibly happen with someone u were devoting a huge chunk of your heart to. But then the mack truck of life comes and runs u down. . knocks the wind out of you. . .and that one person does the one unthinkable thing. . . .and you begin to ( Read more... )

Blah. Yesterday was a bad first day at central. Not only was one prof a bitch. .and one prof a freakin weirdo haha. .but i was ten minutes late to my second class cuz the bitchy one let us out late. . .AND my stereo broke. . .AND the tape deck in my car broke. . AHHH bad day and NO MUSIC ( Read more... )

I just looked back on a bunch of recent entries and realized i whine in almost every single one of them. I need to start trying to focus on the happiness. .or actually feel like writing when i am happy. That's the ticket ( Read more... )

So i thought i was home and feeling better. . .but in the past few days i've just been feeling pure shitty again ( Read more... )

So it snowed last night. . .a good 4 or 5 inches. I WANNNA PLAY! But i can't drive and no one is in home that lives within walking distance. It blows ( Read more... )

Sooo. . .the past week has has its extreme ups and extreme downs. . .as usual ( Read more... )

Why did i stay up past 4 am a few nights in a row and ruin my sleep schedule?!

Why did i enjoy it so much? :)

Why did i sleep through my counseling appointment that i wanted so badly to go to?~?~?~?

WHY AM I A DUMBASS?!

UGH. I'm so angry. . .i really needed that appointment.

Home has it's ups and downs. .but i'm dealing. My grade A way of dealing is to clean out my room. .throw out all the clothes/crap i never use and reorganize it all. For all of u who have been in my room. . .say goodbye to EVERYTHING that was on my walls. .its all coming down. .and being replaced. .but not as hardcore wallpaper style. . .yeah. ( Read more... )

I don't feel like getting into details so here's a summary in positive/negative bullets of the last few days ( Read more... )