moving on.
I just looked back on a bunch of recent entries and realized i whine in almost every single one of them. I need to start trying to focus on the happiness. .or actually feel like writing when i am happy. That's the ticket.
This weekend was awesome. I spent it at brett's house and it was a nice little vacation away from home. We watched a few movies (he likes death to smoochy!!! yay!) and made a few necklaces out of hemp. It was just a lot of niceness and snuggleing and the likes. I really like that kid.
But at the same time i've been thinking maybe me and him need a break. I mean i don't want to lose him, but i need time to fix myself if we're ever gonna have the healthy relationship he desearves.
Tonight was interesting. . .hung out with susie, dan, and manda. Odd combo all together. Its not that we don't mesh well. We just end up in like two people convos with the other listening. Branching into stories only a few people were involved in.
Saw nypolean dynomite. .not impressed.
This weekend was awesome. I spent it at brett's house and it was a nice little vacation away from home. We watched a few movies (he likes death to smoochy!!! yay!) and made a few necklaces out of hemp. It was just a lot of niceness and snuggleing and the likes. I really like that kid.
But at the same time i've been thinking maybe me and him need a break. I mean i don't want to lose him, but i need time to fix myself if we're ever gonna have the healthy relationship he desearves.
Tonight was interesting. . .hung out with susie, dan, and manda. Odd combo all together. Its not that we don't mesh well. We just end up in like two people convos with the other listening. Branching into stories only a few people were involved in.
Saw nypolean dynomite. .not impressed.