i've been listening to the same song for hours now, and i think posting the lyrics will better explain the mood i'm in than trying to type out or make sense of it. but i figure this switch should be documented at least

"Daylight
See the dew on the sunflower
And a rose that is fading
Roses whither away
Like the sunflower
I yearn to turn my face to the ( Read more... )

 i realize i am being very impatient with him, but prom-boy is driving me up a wall ( Read more... )

 AGAIN ( Read more... )

 cause i would have expected there to be so much more eating away at myself
although i'm keeping super busy to try and pass the time
but the worst part is waiting

this is what i get for being emotionally invested in someone

 nervous is good right? that means i'm actually doing something, right ( Read more... )

 sometimes i freak out when i realize i don't know what i'm doing with my life, why i'm doing things, or what it's for
and i tell myself to shut up

but tonight appears to be one of those scary nights

 so i'm realizing i'm pissing quite a few people off lately ( Read more... )

 seriously, jenn can make me happy when i'm feeling in the pits ( Read more... )

 well, this is late for me
we quit for the night
will resume tomorrow

...
joy

before homeroom, possibly all day

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
we shall see how this torture goes
damn spanish

oh god
it's starting
the torture
the SPANISH FLASHCARDS
this could last hours

i'm not even kidding

RIDICULOUS