"i can't really help it if my tongue is tied in knots"
so i'm realizing i'm pissing quite a few people off lately
i'm no longer taking shit
i'm talking a lot more (or a lot less to certain people)
mostly cause i look around sometimes and i'm like
what
the hell
am i doing with myself?
cause i'd rather reflect on high school as a good thing
not a time when i chained myself to cult cause i couldn't get out of a funk or was afraid of being alone
i'm hanging out with lots of people i well, haven't before. and i don't know why i hadn't.
i'm even just talking to lots or people i didn't talk to before.
i'm getting over ian. i'm looking at other boys. i'm TALKING to other boys. sure they don't think anything about it, but hey, i'm chipper about it. and in the end i guess i need to be more content with myself, enjoy the random car rides to nail polish stores and dunkin donuts and other days where i don't even turn on my computer or cell phone anymore. i'm not even angry like i used to get sometimes. i'm balancing it better, i guess?
i'm no longer taking shit
i'm talking a lot more (or a lot less to certain people)
mostly cause i look around sometimes and i'm like
what
the hell
am i doing with myself?
cause i'd rather reflect on high school as a good thing
not a time when i chained myself to cult cause i couldn't get out of a funk or was afraid of being alone
i'm hanging out with lots of people i well, haven't before. and i don't know why i hadn't.
i'm even just talking to lots or people i didn't talk to before.
i'm getting over ian. i'm looking at other boys. i'm TALKING to other boys. sure they don't think anything about it, but hey, i'm chipper about it. and in the end i guess i need to be more content with myself, enjoy the random car rides to nail polish stores and dunkin donuts and other days where i don't even turn on my computer or cell phone anymore. i'm not even angry like i used to get sometimes. i'm balancing it better, i guess?