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[sheera529]

I wonder sometimes if james' friends really like me. i see them viewing me as some monster that holds him hostage and rarely allows him to eat, breath or see the light of day. I think it is rather the opposite. I moved here to Texas to be with james. As it stands now, due to complications in the Civil Rights Dept, james is without a job, which

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[phishtwo]

I really feel you missed the point of my post (from your IM and this post.) I was saying that I, not Corby and Ty because I only speak for myself, miss seeing James on a day to day basis. I was not asking for regular weekend trips up here from Zapata. I also was saying nothing of your part in his life. If you weren't in Zapata something else would be. It has nothing to do with you coming down there or controlling him. I think it is interesting that you saw it as we had all last semester to say goodbye so that justifies you seeing James all the time now for the rest of your life. I just wish you would stop being so defensive all the time. No one is judging you. I really like you!!!

[sheera529]

me: always needing a back up plan, thinks of terribly thoughts, events and feelings so that i may be ready to give an account if need be

[sheera529]

well i didn't really in my mind believe that anybody dislikes me, but merely wondering and preparing myself for the idea that it could be a possibilty. (not to say that it is IMPOSSIBLE to dislike, after all, now is as good a time as any

[sheera529]

i am sure it will be before then, however, as mentioned before, we will wed in december, so if nothing else, see ya with santa!

" A Certain Person"

[anonymous]

Your comments really really really hurt my feelings. Why don't you just use my fucking name when you say "I never asked him not to talk to a certain person" and "I have told him of who I can't stand." I know you are referring to me, despite your sugar-coated emails.

Re: " A Certain Person"

[sheera529]

i personally will send you an invite if you wish. i thought i was clear in my emails to you, they were not sugar coated.

It's me again.

[anonymous]

Let me add to that: I thought by your e-mails that you didn't dislike me, that things had merely been awkward. I am not you guys' Live Journal stalker or anything, but when I read the phrase "can't stand" and it's pretty close to something clearly written about me, it makes me feel like utter shit. I know I can't make everyone like me but it just makes me so sad because I want to come to you guys' wedding and be supportive and everything but knowing how you feel makes me feel totally unwanted by the both of you.

[sheera529]

the accounts are free now anyway.

Re: It's me again.

[sheera529]

you can come to our wedding. i was not talking about you, you were not the certain person, i was speaking in general terms. the reason i used general terms was because i could not think of one person that i did not like