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I wonder sometimes if james' friends really like me. i see them viewing me as some monster that holds him hostage and rarely allows him to eat, breath or see the light of day. I think it is rather the opposite. I moved here to Texas to be with james. As it stands now, due to complications in the Civil Rights Dept, james is without a job, which
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situation: whilst going to shop for a gift, i will thnk of what the person DEOSNt like, then what i can get them, then what to say in case they don't like it, how my face should handle the heartbreak of my present being rejected, and how to remedy the situation.
it seems that perhaps all that is just a bit much, and that i should just chill out, and it seems that way in this case as well. i mean isnt it just easier to let it be?
ah, well, that is not me. i was seeing your post as a way to make james and i feel bad for not communicating. therefore, i posted as a way to make you feel better about the REASONS why we are not there. I was not angry when i posted, merely concerned. Seems i should become accustomed to drama, and confusion when dealing with sensitive subjects as these. Perhaps even, while determining the worst possible scenario, i was actually thinking that PERHAPS i could be the reason for the hostility. I posteds so that in the event that such ideas of mine were true, i coudl REMEDY and DISPELL any crazy ideas.....oh well, my bad
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