sometimes i fill up water balloons with chaos and helium.
it seems so... exciting!

until they all float up to the same point in time.
and begin to pop.
one by one like an automatic gun.

their terrible little bullets falling on me.

and i think.

i would like to go sit somewhere quiet for a while.

and be forgotten.

if you can't be gorgeous, glorious. insects still manage to not
drop dead. instead infest your bed.
then wear brown.
wonderful wonderful brown.
and wet your lips
often so that when the dead skin flakes away.
its like little late autumn
leaves.
floating towards the ground.

you didn't feel tired or good or hungry. your thoughts lacked wisdom ( Read more... )

my friends page is a desert landscape. when i click to it. after five minutes pass. a tumble weed blows past. and then nothing happens after that ( Read more... )

because it is warm, i am sweating.
i am sweating, because it is warm.
when i prop my chin up with my hand
i can smell lotion, because i am sweating
because i am sweating, i can smell lotion.

it is a plain smelling sorta lotion.

my lotion is plain.

i would rather it be lavander
or maybe
avocado
whatever the scent of avacado is.

on my white door, there is a pudgy man ( Read more... )

i am exaughsted when the blood in my body gets in the position of track stars. ready, set ( Read more... )

have i mentioned that im in love with the man that works here at online coffee ( Read more... )

soul-cial at kinkora. poured into my ears. and looked for the piece of the heart that it could affect. robert again. i dedicate songs to him, i deliver them, with this broken voice of scratches. with as much sound as i have to give. "my world is empty without you babe, without you babe, without you..." i have remembered what is gone. oh, ( Read more... )

i will have a new house. a real house. a bright bright blue house. a two story house. a kitty running around house. an art room house. a big house. a two girls and one boy house. a 333 dollar a month house. i will have a new house. because i made it so. when i said.

"yes."