1. Fayetteville, Springdale and Rogers, Ark ( Read more... )

I'm done posting to she_wears_lace. It seems a little redundant. If you want to know how my life is, give it a shot a try talking to me. I've realized who my friends have been and will be and how little I respect myself for constantly letting people use me for what they want and then going about their own ways ( Read more... )

Christopher was in the hospital until yesterday night. It's one of the most scariest things.. especially when he's not any better. My mom brought him to two asthma specialists about 20 minutes ago and I hope they can help him. Greenlei is a royal princess and she's gotta learn to shut her mouth. But she's easy to take care of compared to the dogs ( Read more... )

Christopher went to the hospital because of an asthma attack. He's okay now.. The whole family and Craig played cranium today and taboo. He comes over a lot more now because my parents yelled at me on Christmas Eve for being how I always am. That was fun, I'm way too competitive but that's how I am. Quick short thoughts. We hung out from 12:30 ( Read more... )

So this is how it's going to be. Last night was beyond terrible. I hated the people I was around and I hated the persona he put on to fit in around the people I hated. We've gotten ridiculously close, down to the point where I can tell exactly what he is going to say based on exactly what mood he is in. So I told him straight up how much he was ( Read more... )

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Walking across an empty land knowing the pathway like an old friend ( Read more... )

Take a hemiola of sorts, a 3 versus 2 feel to a 6 versus 4 dance ( Read more... )

i'm fat ( Read more... )

I guess it's time for a straight forward entry. I started another journal of real thoughts without the metaphorical bullshit to keep my true identity from being exposed. So I think that makes about 6 journals, all for different times in my life. That's probably why I'm so messed up all the time. I was talking to Craig about my journal, rather I ( Read more... )