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Christopher was in the hospital until yesterday night. It's one of the most scariest things.. especially when he's not any better. My mom brought him to two asthma specialists about 20 minutes ago and I hope they can help him. Greenlei is a royal princess and she's gotta learn to shut her mouth. But she's easy to take care of compared to the dogs. All they have been doing is having sex with each other in the kitchen. We have to keep them seperated. And when they are seperated they cry for each other. Even animals want that attention. It's strange becuase she's 7 and he's not yet 1 but he still knows he wants some doggie ass. I now understand the term doggie style. I am stupid.
ITS GOING TO HAPPEN. The "L" word. I know it. i know it I know it!!! And this time it truly shows that he means it. I can feel it becuase he hasn't just said it right off the bat. We were in the basement.. meet me at billy joel so we can fall back in.. be crazy for each other again.. i want to wait to go to the beach, i have a plan. dont ruin it, i have to wait for the right feelings. in the far future. what about now. maybe i'll bump it up. i know i'm in love with him but i don't want to be the only one.
davinci code last night, spectacular.
he got a root canal done yesterday.. heard him scream. honestly made me cry.. i hate to see him in pain like that. his mouth never went numb. our baby ferret is really cute, i'm getting used to it. i'm so scared of everything but i held himon new years eve to make him happy.. he calls me mamma. i like that. it's our ferret even though i kept saying his to see if he would correct me. he did.
i've been sick pretty bad.. my hips are killing me and i'm back to the old ways of my bad knees. it's quite bad. but i've been doin my excersizes that the therapist told me.
need to go shopping
need to work
need to go to orientation
he'sgoing on a tomorrow. last vacation, joe went on a cruise and when he got back i didn't like him anymore. i'm gonna miss craig a lot, i hope he misses me too.
ITS GOING TO HAPPEN. The "L" word. I know it. i know it I know it!!! And this time it truly shows that he means it. I can feel it becuase he hasn't just said it right off the bat. We were in the basement.. meet me at billy joel so we can fall back in.. be crazy for each other again.. i want to wait to go to the beach, i have a plan. dont ruin it, i have to wait for the right feelings. in the far future. what about now. maybe i'll bump it up. i know i'm in love with him but i don't want to be the only one.
davinci code last night, spectacular.
he got a root canal done yesterday.. heard him scream. honestly made me cry.. i hate to see him in pain like that. his mouth never went numb. our baby ferret is really cute, i'm getting used to it. i'm so scared of everything but i held himon new years eve to make him happy.. he calls me mamma. i like that. it's our ferret even though i kept saying his to see if he would correct me. he did.
i've been sick pretty bad.. my hips are killing me and i'm back to the old ways of my bad knees. it's quite bad. but i've been doin my excersizes that the therapist told me.
need to go shopping
need to work
need to go to orientation
he'sgoing on a tomorrow. last vacation, joe went on a cruise and when he got back i didn't like him anymore. i'm gonna miss craig a lot, i hope he misses me too.