I got the job I have been waiting for today, thank "God". I start officially on the 18th, and it cannot come any sooner ( Read more... )

She will be someone who catches my attention and breath immediately ( Read more... )

I have been out here just over a month and I am starting to get all weird from not working and having toooo much time on my hands. I had a job interview on the 24th for a position at the hospital, the job I aimed on obtaining before I left NB, it went excellent and they said I would hear within 7-10 days. It's been 6 (week days) days, and I am just ( Read more... )

Growing up I was an army brat and didn't stay in one school for too long. I am 30, so when I was little there were no such things as smart phones and face book. There for at this point in my life, I do not have any childhood friends and often find myself envious of people who do. However, I have Christine ( Read more... )

I woke up today and just stared out the window by my bed that show only sky and tree line. I didn't sleep well at all last night and was constantly haunted by memories I cannot shake....what is wrong with me? I came into the house for breakfast to be notified by lovely fb, that my ex's new gf is posting pictures of Paige and their new family days. ( Read more... )

Its incredible to me how quickly life can change ( Read more... )

Over the last month I have been feeling more alone than I have ever felt or could imagine. Its not a loneliness you would first imagine or assume. Its not a necessarily a missing companion loneliness or home sick kind of thing but more of a beyond a physical longing kind of thing. Its a thing where you don't even know who you are anymore and miss ( Read more... )