FB Delete
I woke up today and just stared out the window by my bed that show only sky and tree line. I didn't sleep well at all last night and was constantly haunted by memories I cannot shake....what is wrong with me? I came into the house for breakfast to be notified by lovely fb, that my ex's new gf is posting pictures of Paige and their new family days. It has only been 4 months.I had a break down at the kitchen table and just have felt like a tool all day long. No I wasn't creeping her fb, but my ex's mother is my friend and tags herself in every and any picture of the baby, so I had to block those posts. As a matter of fact I just deactivated my FB all together.
I am taking some time from FB, people, drama etc. I am going to focus on what I do have, not what I dont. I am going to try to see the positive things in every day things and whats around me.
**update**
I went dirt biking tonight and had an absolute blast! We did a track and its so nice to have something so naturally fun make you feel better just because its so fun :)
I am feeling good right now, and I like it. Now,to go visit Dr. Greenthumb, a drink of tea and some good tv.
I am taking some time from FB, people, drama etc. I am going to focus on what I do have, not what I dont. I am going to try to see the positive things in every day things and whats around me.
**update**
I went dirt biking tonight and had an absolute blast! We did a track and its so nice to have something so naturally fun make you feel better just because its so fun :)
I am feeling good right now, and I like it. Now,to go visit Dr. Greenthumb, a drink of tea and some good tv.