( ...I think I figured it out )

Hello. My name is Rachel. And I am a horrible person.
Where to begin.. I don't even know. So bare with me, as I will explain to the best of my ability, in no order, just whatever comes to my head.

I am the worst friend ever. I expect that when i explain things they will try to help me, and when they don't i get mad, and yet when they explain things ( Read more... )

Once again I update at night. You never see me updating during the day, oh no. That's when my block is up. I'm happy, because other people are around, and I don't show my slowly increasing depression. That comes out at night. When no one else is around.. and it's just me.
Tonight I decided I need to get over a guy. I need to get over him, I want to ( Read more... )

It hit me like a ton of bricks ( Read more... )

..And Everything Goes Right ( Read more... )

I don't know what's happening. I really dont. I thought i was finally happy with life. But now... I dont even know what i am right now...
I dont even know how to start explaining this. I feel.. non-human. Im not hungry anymore, and rarely tired. I'm not caring about anything, and yet all i ever want to do is cry. Still i have no clue. i just feel ( Read more... )

Rawr ( Read more... )

"Isn't This"

You're all alone at night
Wishing you could see the light
Hoping someone's really there for you
Cause you need to escape the dark too

I'm standing, waiting patiently
For the truth in the lie when you said you believed in me
My heart just wants a sturdy home that's right
For it to run to when everything aint bright

Come steal my heart
So I don't ( Read more... )