This is my new journal, I figure I'll switch to it, use it.
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So I'm here, it still exists, and it's colder than a well-digger's ass right now, it was 9 degrees when I left this morning and tomorrow doesnt look much more promising. I get more tired, more easily, here, not sure why ( Read more... )

I stood in line in Follett's today, watching everyone trudge through the rain, gearing up for the upcoming quarter. Coming back to the loneliness and sadness and malice that Athens comprises for me makes me wonder why I'm coming back. And then I remind myself that I have no other option, because I have so many people to remind myself not to ( Read more... )

So I guess tonight was one last hurrah maybe? Anyhow, I drank whiskey and I love Karin and Kara for driving people around so that we could all be safe. I haven't been to sleep yet so I am going to go shower and I might as well get at that packing thing!

I got really upset on the drive home. Nothing brought it on. This is tiring ( Read more... )

So I need Liza. Yup ( Read more... )

I just want to curl up and watch vanilla sky with a blanket and send my mommy away for the evening. But instead, i am going to work on this beautiful gorgeous day. Oh well.

I think I might be ready to go back to school. Home is tiresome. I panicked last night and ran away, I'm not sure why, I'm just silly.

If only I could heal you ( Read more... )

I feel so weak and defeated. why can't I get a handle on this.

I pride myself on being so incredibly strong; if I don't have that then I don't have much.

I don't have to work for two whole days, I still can't believe it. Sleep! Baking! Nothing I don't want to do! Yay!

I actually want to go to a midnight church service tonight. I've never been to one, but I've always wanted to go. Every so often, I get a hankering for a church service, I'm not sure why.