I haven't written in a really long time, so I figured I'd give an update on my mundane life hahaha. My life has actually been a whirl of change lately, and I'm seriously loving every minute of it. I've met some awesome new people, got another job, have been getting down to volunteer at PAWS more often, and am ready to take on the world haha. I ( Read more... )

This was a Phillies filled weekend and it was absolutely fabulous!!! On Saturday, it was photo day at the park, so you get to go down on the field and take pictures of all the players. I was disappointed because Jayson Werth said he had to keep moving and didn't get in a picture with me, but I did get pictures with Brett Myers, Kyle Kendrick and ( Read more... )

Yes, I do realize I almost only write here when I'm in a bad mood or need to vent, but isn't that what it's here for in the first place? I don't know what it is lately, but I don't feel like myself, and more and more I'm wanting to get away without knowing where to go. I'm actually kind of very happy that I don't drive because I wouldn't be here ( Read more... )

i'm really getting so sick and tired of being pushed aside for someone else. when is it going to be my turn???

i'm having a bad night :(

How can one simple thing written by a complete stranger make such a huge difference? I guess sometimes it's people that don't even know you that seem to know you better than anyone else. It's just nice to know that I'm not alone in feeling sometimes lost, confused, and overlooked. I know that it's a part of life, but I never thought anyone really ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a very long time and for that I am sorry... I really tried to keep this thing updated, but school and life just wouldn't allow it. So much has changed since I last time I wrote, I wouldn't even know where to begin to start. I'm graduating on Thursday, and though I should be exceptionally happy that I'm finally getting out of ( Read more... )

tonight sucks. something is going on and i dont know what it is. i feel sick to my stomach in a nervous, something's-going-on way. i feel like everyone knows something that i don't or that something is going to happen that is either not going to be good or is going to upset me, and i don't know what it is. i very rarely get like this and i dont ( Read more... )

i've pretty much neglected this thing, but life keeps throwing me curve ball after curve ball. it's pretty fucking annoying. i keep getting to a point where i'm ok with the things that are happening, and then something happens to fuck it up. whatever. i had a really good weekend start to end. so that was a really nice change from the ordinary ( Read more... )

the more i think about graduation, the more i think about getting out of this fucking city. what have i really got keeping me here? i would miss my friends like crazy, but we could visit each other. i don't have a boyfriend, i dont have a job worth keeping, i won't be in school anymore. why stay? the closer it gets, the more i think about picking ( Read more... )

i don't know why, but today was like completely physically draining. i woke up all right and i wasn't super tired or anything, and i had a big coffee, but i just don't know what's wrong with me. i had work, which was so boring cause i wasn't busy AT ALL, and then i got a ride home, so it wasn't like i really had to brave the cold and the snow. i ( Read more... )