May 28, 2008 11:50
How can one simple thing written by a complete stranger make such a huge difference? I guess sometimes it's people that don't even know you that seem to know you better than anyone else. It's just nice to know that I'm not alone in feeling sometimes lost, confused, and overlooked. I know that it's a part of life, but I never thought anyone really understood where I was coming from until now. What happens when everything that you thought you knew turns out to be wrong? It's not something that we really think about, but how often does it happen? How often are we left wondering "how did they know that? can they hear my thoughts?". More and more I find myself saying that same phrase...how did they know? In a way it's interesting to never talk to someone yet have them share something as deep as a thought. But in another way it's weird that I've never shared the thought in the first place. I don't know. I'm in a confused, thoughtful state of mind right now. Graduation has put me into this awkward trance that I can't get out of and I don't like the feeling. Ugh, I need a change. Anyway, I gotta head out to work. Ttyl. With love and a "land of confusion", Shannon