1. Who are you ( Read more... )

wow, me and steph went and drove around seattle/kirkland for like an hour. it was CRAZY. a lot weird things happened. like when we were in seattle we were crossin the street and this car ran the red light and we totally almost got hit by a car. weird! and then right after that, some guy was walkin down the street and fuckin OBVIOUSLY looked at ( Read more... )

isnt it weird how everyone u've ever known had a certain smell or always had a certain sound remind u of them. its crazy. ill just be walking through my house and ill smell something and it will make me think of my aunt, like i have flashbacks of her in my head. but the smell that causes her memory is indescribable. all of them are. and when u ( Read more... )

the fire dies on its own
leaving us to ourselves but not exactly alone
I think that something is out there waiting
anticipation has grown
the air as black as can be
can't even see that my hand is in front of me
I'm overhearing a whisper "they won't escape until the blood is set free"

so turn back the silence is deafening
turn back don't let them ( Read more... )

fuckin shit dude, i didnt leave. i woke up this morning and went "i dont wanna go" the reason being is cuz my bro is comin up here in February for my birthday FROM IRAQ cuz hes in the army, and i know know KNOW that i wouldnt have the money to get back up here in Feb to see him. so im stayin until then. i think its kinda good cuz life in Az would ( Read more... )

ah geez so i leave in the morning. blah. its gonna be SOOOO AWESOME seein clifford again! my GOD i cannot waiiiiiit to ride him like a donkey. mmm mmm god i love that boy. its been over a month for me so im sure my legs are gonna hurt afterwards....heheh ( Read more... )

ok so i didnt leave yet. DUMB. so i was at the bus station yesterday mornin and i was just lookin over my schedule like where i would be at what times, and i noticed 2 sets of pm times and i was like OH SHIT!! turns out i would be on the bus 2 days instead of one. so i was like oh shit cuz cliff had a ride to get me on sunday but not monday! so i ( Read more... )

*sigh* only a couple more days. i kinda like riding the bus by myself, just me, my music and the open road. and occasionally ill draw in my sketch pad but not really cuz the ride is bumpy. god my suitcases are gonna be fuckin heavy. blah ( Read more... )

holy shit i havent updated in a long ass time. i dunno why im even doin it now cuz im leavin for arizona again on saturday and i wont have access to a computer. oh well. a lot has happened ever since i last updated. the move to arizona was awesome! the seeing clifford again was awesome! and the HAVING SEX WAS AWESOME! but due to some confusion i ( Read more... )

i did it, i fuckin did it. i FINISHED high skool. WOOOOOOOO. i get my diploma on monday. hooray ( Read more... )