i hate details
ok so i didnt leave yet. DUMB. so i was at the bus station yesterday mornin and i was just lookin over my schedule like where i would be at what times, and i noticed 2 sets of pm times and i was like OH SHIT!! turns out i would be on the bus 2 days instead of one. so i was like oh shit cuz cliff had a ride to get me on sunday but not monday! so i started like hyperventilating and my mom was like its no big deal! so she changed my ticket to THIS weekend, i leave this friday and i get there on sunday. geez im dumb.
im kinda glad i didnt go. i did NOT have a good feelin about travelin this weekend. i was awake all friday nite, i couldnt sleep, and when i would think about gettin on the bus i would puke. plus im on the rag and all this week we woulda had to stay w/ one of cliff's friends and w/ my suitcases that would have been very inconvenient. so ya, i had a lot of signs tellin me not to leave this weekend. when i think about leavin next weekend i feel wonderful, like i can think comfortably about that. weird...
im kinda glad i didnt go. i did NOT have a good feelin about travelin this weekend. i was awake all friday nite, i couldnt sleep, and when i would think about gettin on the bus i would puke. plus im on the rag and all this week we woulda had to stay w/ one of cliff's friends and w/ my suitcases that would have been very inconvenient. so ya, i had a lot of signs tellin me not to leave this weekend. when i think about leavin next weekend i feel wonderful, like i can think comfortably about that. weird...