Demons Lie

[shadowwolf13]

“Forever alone”

That thought alone kept me locked in place, frozen in fear. I believed you see. I bought the bull of nobody loving me.

It was said only to scare me, to keep me close.

“Whore”

I didn’t want to be, but it was the only way to get attention. Besides, I liked the touch, the pretty words, the feeling of being wanted.

It was said to

Comments

[theun4givables]

It's always best to be loved for who you are. :) Changing yourself to meet the expectations of others never ends well, so I'm glad you've found someone who appreciates you for you.

[shadowwolf13]

Indeed :) I'm still changing for Jon but in healthy ways, breaking bad habits and thought processes. I'm very glad to have him in my life. :)

[mac_arthur_park]

So glad to see you in a better place.

[shadowwolf13]

Very glad to be here. It's a whole new world now.

[eternal_ot]

Awww..<3 this was so good to read...I liked the progression..*touchwood*..stay happy and blessed..:)

[shadowwolf13]

Thank you! :D Life has been interesting lately with the whirlwind of change. It's so wonderful to have so much happiness.

<3

[halfshellvenus]

Finding someone who loves you for who you are can change so much of how you feel about yourself. And whether you needed it or not, that usually makes you MORE lovable. ;)

I'm glad you've been this lucky, later in life!

[shadowwolf13]

It's been incredibly wonderful to finally feel free, to be allowed to express all my feelings and emotions, good and bad.

I count my blessings every single day. :)

[kajel]

Awww So happy you found someone to love you for who you are.

[shadowwolf13]

It's a wonderful change. :)