i tend to forget about this...

i know it's fucked up ( Read more... )

traveling makes me emotional.
being sick makes me emotional.
nostalgic music makes me emotional.
being lonely is always emotional.
so...you get the picture...

words suck right now ( Read more... )

when i was a kid i thought that up was north. i thought that down was south. that east was to the right. and west was to the left.

it seems to me that it's all too relative to even give it a name.
i'm sick of frames of reference.

just so everyone is clear...

i can't do anything right

it hasn't been for lack of trying ( Read more... )

i guess it's moments like these.
that do something for someone.
and probably for me too.
or would have. or should.
i suppose i'm just used to the mess...
it's the easiest place to hide.

i'm stuck in the whats searching for hows.
so if i seem lost, it's because i am.
but being lost you see a lot of things you would have missed otherwise...
i guess i'll have some good stories to tell.
and maybe one day i'll be 'wiser,'
or at least a little less distracted.

there's an expectation to take responsibility ( Read more... )