Mar 01, 2005 12:55
it hasn't been for lack of trying.
or because i stopped caring.
(i'll never stop caring.)
i've just come to find, floating this insignificantly (and still so eminently), that
to try and tell an indecisive person that each decision they make will affect the rest of their life, is quite possibly a grave mistake.
(honest but grave.)
i've been faced with hurtles.
with plenty of failure
matched with a few successes.
(wouldn't want you to fail so much you turn your back on society)
but this piece of paper that you work your whole life for is still a piece of paper when all is said and your body is done.
even at this point those woven fibers are disappearing, being replaced by invented scales and phantasmic pandora's boxes
we are, of course, expected to *buy* into this.
(if you don't you're as good as dead.)
so we perpetuate the situation
cause we can't escape it
we love our comatose
(they love it even more.)
retaliation would mean dissension in its fervent extreme
how can you promote discussion but fear and loathe the questioning of authority?
paranoia was their own creation
because we fit so perfectly
...
!!BONZAI!!
>>side note: there is a creepy dude staring at me from across the table in the computer lab. he is decked out in entirely GW gear. i wonder if he knows how appalling that is. creep!
>> oh yeah, and i'm serious: NO SIGNAL in your house (march '05 BITCHES!!)