Short and simple, i hate my life. Blah....let the weekend depression set in...

Its been a while since i really touched this, a I'm not sure why. I've had plenty to bitch or contemplate about in the past month. I'm supposed to be meeting up with an old friend today, but i need to find where i put the phone numbers and get the cajones to call. But yea...three more day till Christmas, and i have yet to do any of my shopping. ( Read more... )

One whataburger trip later, and i'm still somewhat depressed for reasons i'm not sure about. I dunno anymore, seeing my moodswings tend to get a littel worse. I'm just personally glad my flask dosen't have any vodka in it, because gettign drunk righ tnow woudl not to me any good...

Day to day life is just becomming so boorish now, i think i'm loosing my mind. Nothign is ever new on television, Work has divign me beyond the point of no return, and just staying at home for more then an hour just drives me nuts. In all honesty, i want to move back to pensacola so baddly now, i can smell the alfalfa. Its just, i've got so many ( Read more... )

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In general listing, my sundays tend to go rather uneventfully, or just booringly. Basically, i sit around and do nothing but games. Well, i guess today made a diffrence. I had the opertunity to wake up early enough today to go to church with a good friend this morning, remembering it was the first sunday of the month. Sitting in a room, and ( Read more... )

Another good meal eating at Waffle House. And i've been having quite a few of those. But i honestly don't know what to post about. I've hadn't had alot on my mind lately, or atleast today. Maybe tomorrow...

The past few days i have been a brooding mess, unfortunatly onyl to be set off with the past two days. An unfortunate side effect of my heritage, is when i get pissed, i stay like that until i drive myself into the ground. Energy from pure frustration and/or rage. A day where i wish i can just go home and curl up to a bottle of vodka, underage or ( Read more... )

Happy birthday me. another year, another life lesson