Monotony
Day to day life is just becomming so boorish now, i think i'm loosing my mind. Nothign is ever new on television, Work has divign me beyond the point of no return, and just staying at home for more then an hour just drives me nuts. In all honesty, i want to move back to pensacola so baddly now, i can smell the alfalfa. Its just, i've got so many great friends here, i dont' want a repeat of when i first moved here. I kept a general contact with everyone, still played airsoft regularly, stayed at my grandparents for regualr weekends. Three years down the road, the only person i've ever talked with has been one friend of mine. I keep in touch with Alex regularly, but unfortunatly, mainly though here. I don't want that to happen here too. I enjoy crashign out at Niceville with everyone, Hanging out at Dave's and playign videogames till our minds go numb, be a nerd up at TBS Comics, and Karaoke nights up at the bar. but i need to get out of here. I need to get a new job, i need a car, and i need to move the fuck out. This monotony is killing me...